It's 12:52am. My alarm is set for 7:30 to give myself a head start on having to get up early, this psych rotation for nursing school is a dayshift, and well if you didn't already know... I'm a night person :). Well, except for the next 5 weeks & starting tomorrow apparently.
I've drank two cups of hot bedtime tea, I've read, washed my face, pulled cards, made me tenative schedule, and know that sleeping would be a good idea. However, all I really want to do is write, and I don't even know where to start. I want to talk about how amazing it is to watch my life fall together more beautifully than it ever has. My eyes are filling with tears because I've learned to feel again and gratitude that I've spoken about is now being felt, it's amazing. I began a blog about balance. I smiled as I was giving a concious intention to maintain a balance between excercise, rest, yoga, school, recovery meetings, meditaion, spritual study, school study, saving money. It looks promising. I say tenative schedule and asked God to put me where I should be when I should be there this week, but would like to give myself some sort of structure.
I've reflected on life. Which is one of my favorite things to do. I've become aware of my ability to create and maintain boundries. I've noticed I speak with a knowing that what I say is important, and I deserve to be heard, just as everyone does... therefore I listen better now. It's about progress not perfection. I'm making changes, or rather changes are making me. I thought today about how the universe will take me where I need to be and bring about more blessings than I can imagine... it's all on it's way, my only job is to stay out of my own way. Guess it's time for bed.
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