Friday, October 1, 2021

In My Feels

I'm kind of in my feels tonight even thought I don't want to be. "I don't want to feel all the feelings anymore" "I don't want to feel anymore." A deep desire to not live my life based so much on emotion is rising to the surface and I'm just letting it be. 

Love brings to the surface everything unlike itself.

I read that, or something very similar to that years ago. I perceive this to be very true with where I am at in my life, in my relationship, and where I am within myself. You wanna heal your deepest wounds with your parents? Become a parent. You wanna heal your deepest wounds within yourself, fall in love and marry that person. Make a commitment to spend the rest of your life with them and watch how much stuff that brings to the surface that cannot be ignored. So many of us chose to run from it - the things that come to the surface.