A sweet reflection. Here I am. Relief. The last three weeks have been a whirlwind of frustration bordering on panic, exhaustion, happiness so deep no other place or time exists, and time going so fast, it's hard to believe three weeks just went by. I remember thinking holy shit, I've got 3 and a half weeks left of school. "Honey it's over" a lyric I just heard on pandora, how appropriate. "You're free, you're free, you're freeee"
I sat in yoga today and watched my frustrations with my desires to be in control surface. I prayed for relase, for transformation into something that would better serve a higher purpose. I'm certain that process has begun, because I cannot remember the three things that surfaced so vividly, as if it's not meant for me to remember, because I will dwell. It doesn't matter, they have been transformed already, the effects will slowly make themselves known.
My emotions are scattered, mostly calm. Now that I'm here, doesn't seem like there's much to say. I'm leaving for TN in the morning. Mixed emotions about going. I think I'm just going to curl up with my David Grey pandora and silently reflect and bask in this beautiful solitude I've sought for days...
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