It is one of the most quiet and still nights I've seen in a very long time. Aside from my occasional sniffle that started this morning, the day before I board a plane for Salem, MA. I've been having trouble sleeping the last 3 nights at least. Struggling to feel tired. A part of me wants to go sit in the living room and blog, but this room, "my office", is by far my most favorite place in this house. There is something incredible about these old hardwood floors under my feet and open space behind me, still small enough to feel intimate and safe.
Let it all go.
There's my quote. The divine message that has been coming to and fro within my consciousness. My usual beginning. Let it ALL go. That's more what it sounds like when in resonates within my psyche. The anger. I'm letting go of the anger I've held associated with a certain of my relationship. I'm letting go of the anger I've held associated with my present physical body weight, shifting my focus. There is healing happening. I can feel it. Something inside of me whispering to be patient, be quiet. Be still and be brave. Just breathe. Move through it, steadily, gracefully. Keep moving. Breathing into those spaces I have long ignored. Asking only for clarity and next right action. A surrender I have yet to feel until now. Letting it all go. What does that feel like? A long awaited permissive allowing. Control your anger; restrain your impulses; keep your faith firm. This still applies. So very, very quiet.
With Grace & Gratitude...
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